The New Me?
4 more days to "Pioneer's Got Talent" showcase!
18 more days to SYF!
just realised that my schedule is so fully packed!
especially for this coming week, i'll only be home everyday aft 9pm, except for tue and fri.. -.-!
really gotta depend on God's divine strength even more to pull through this hectic period..
balances between church, studies, CCA and many others have to be done asap!
no more procrastination! :)
a sudden thought came to my mind while i am blogging this, thinking of a title for this post..
guess you readers would be wondering why i put that eh?!
well, i feel that i've changed to become a better person since the day i stepped into PJC..
looking back, i would say that my life here is definitely not a smooth-sailing one..
new environment, new friends and new challenges!
to be honest, ppl who knew me since sec sch years would know better that i'm not the study kind of person..
however, i still ended up being in a JC.. very dots right?
remembering once that i consulted karen on whether i shld take the poly or the JC route..
she challenged me to consider the JC route, so as to enlarge my capacity... =s
i was indeed struggling a little aft i made that decision..
i'm still struggling now though...
as u know (and i guess you would have heard), JC is full of ppl who are constantly competing with one another in terms of results..
kinda stress though, but you just gotta be used to it.. :)
and that's the reason why my sec schmates said that i have changed!
what is the it then? i guess most of them would say that i've become more hardworking.. hehe! :p
apart from that, making this choice to become part of PJC has made me to become a more responsible person..
i started by making the effort to wake up early to catch a bus from chinatown to PJC, which is situated in CCK! -.-!
what is another thing which i've been fighting mentally about?
it is regarding my CCA..
being in band has always been my passion; to play and produce quality music as a big family..
the past one year in band seemed to be like a living hell for me..
whenever there're practices, i fought with all my heart to force myself reluctantly to attend them despite of the fact that i've still yet to find out the reaons behind all these weird behaviours of mine..
just last month, i even had the thought of giving up my heavy CCA commitments, so as to treat it as an escape route to relieve this pain..
it's only until when the J1s came in this year in feb/mar, then my world turned ard..
i've got to say that they're really a bunch of fun, crazy and loving ppl to be with!
whenever i see them (or sometimes i don't), they would always be calling your name, to somehow acknowledge your presence just by simply saying a hi to you..
this made my life in band much less miserable for the past 1 month :)
this 9h i had in band today from 8am-5pm had been great!
wanna say that i love my section lots!
i feel that the trombone and euphonium section is so united, like a family.. ROCK ON! XD
"another 18 more days to go, and it'll be over soon..."
is it a gd or a bad thing?!
i've still yet to make a stand...
Pic taken today in the band storeroom.. :p
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