BACK BLOGGING :)
decided to blog before continue doing my econs hw.. =.=
didn't know that blogger now seems so complicated; must use HTML codes to change the font colour and size! -.-
should i change to livejournal instead? LOL.

well, my previous post was kinda very EMO.
glad that i'm soooooo much better now :))
first and foremost, i wanna thank God for the word shared during ytd's cgm..
even during worship, i felt convicted myself while i was playing the guit..
"Why did you doubt God?"
this phrase has been recurring in my mind since then..
i feel strongly in my heart that this is a test from God; to test the faith that i have in Him..
at times, you just feel that everything is within your control..
but until when you are finally worn out, you know that you are actually NOT depending on Him at all..
through all these, i believe that i'm going on to a whole new level!
"God, I do not want to stay within my comfort zone anymore. Let me step out!!"
it's gonna be tough, REALLY tough! (92 more days!!!!!!!)
but i wanna choose to be strong: mentally, physically and spiritually!! :)

wanna share the word that was preached ytd.. enjoy!


5 Things that will Happen when Heaven Opens over Us

1. When heaven is opened, we receive dreams and visions.
2. When heaven is opened, the Holy Spirit can move freely among us.
3. When heaven is opened, God's power will be there to heal.
4. When heaven is opened, righteousness fills the land.
5. When heaven is opened, financial blessings will come readily to us.


7 Things that can Close Heaven over Me

1. Pride.
2. Spiritual complacency.
3. Habitual deliberate sinning.
4. Not tithing and giving.
5. Disunity in my church.
6. Unbelief.
7. Prayerlessness.


Random thoughts: Our home is both a sanctuary and a battlefield.
- sanctuary: a place to rest our tired physical body
- battlefield: a place to fight and resist the temptations of switching on the computer and distract you from studying (it's hard!)




Feelin' down, REALLY down..
don't know how to start..
but the feeling you'll get is that you're useless and defeated!
arrghh!
maybe i'm exaggerating my problems..
but the pain in my head is sometimes just unbearable; makes you wanna bang your head against the wall!
what i want badly now is just a few days of break from everything..
just that..
but the increasing pressures due to the upcoming prelims and 'A's are making me mad..
only 99 days more!!!!
i just can't get all the concepts and everything right.. especially econs!!!!!!!!!!!
don't know what to do now, really......